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Wednesday, March 20, 2013

Break Ups & Babies

So it's been a while since I sat down and had a good chat with you kids. I hope you are all doing well and springing into this new season with optimistic thoughts!

Let's catch up, shall we?

First things first. I'm no longer a "girlfriend". Yep, I know...shocking right? It's OK really. It was one of those things that just needed to be done. He was one of those guys that looked great on paper and represented even better in real life. He's everything that has been on my "list" and yet...something was missing. For everything that was right, there was that one, intangible thing that was just not there.

I realized that when I thought of next steps, which for us would have been getting engaged and moving in together, I was not excited. Not in the way that someone that was going to start a new life with someone should be. That made me really sad to be honest.

I wanted it to work. I wanted it to be him. It would be so easy and life would be good. But I would feel like I was settling and I want more for him. I want the girl he asks to spend the rest of his life with to be the most excited, happy girl in the world to say yes. And that wasn't going to be me.

He says that he is certain that we would be so good together. He said he is going to leave the door open to me, indefinitely. And that when I get my head out of my ass and realize that we are meant to have a good life together, he wants me to make that phone call because he's still all the way in. I won't be making the phone call. It just wouldn't be fair to either of us.

Yeah, so there's that.

I've been on a few dates since the break up. I'm not really looking to get into anything serious right now but it's nice to have a few shiny new distractions. Although, I feel I'm teetering precariously close to the edge of falling back into full-blown shenanigans mode again. Random Girl might be getting back to her roots soon...watch out kids!

But in happier news, I get to be a mommy again! I'm super excited. This time, it doesn't come with 9 months of drudgery or stretch marks. This one was easy! And she's super cute.

Here's my new fur baby!

I'll try not to be one of "those" puppy moms and plaster pictures of her all over the place but I make no promises. Look at that face! 

8 comments:

  1. Funny thing, I was just thinkin' about you the other day. I thought, she either ran off and eloped or there has been a break up. Sorry to hear it was the latter, but you never cease to amaze me with your optimistic and mature attitude. That puppy sure is a cutie!!!

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  2. Oh please plaster the shit out of puppy pics and stories because I can't get enough of them!!! She's adorable! What's her name? The Princess must be so excited!

    As for the other, it sounds like BF was pushing too much. You guys haven't been dating that long (and made it official even less time ago) so why do you have to be talking about the next step of moving in and marriage already? There is a reason that people date for a while before getting married and finding any of those intangible blocks is one reason. Maybe BF should get HIS head out of his ass and accept dating with something more as a POSSIBLE goal instead of the ultimate one.

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  3. Hey doll, I think you got the best end of the deal with the puppy. Guys? Meh. That dog will be by your side come what may. And maybe someday there will be somebody who simply delights in seeing you happy, and then you will know down deep in the marrow of your heart that he'll be the one. Until then, enjoy living. ~ Jack

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  4. Awww, I'm sorry to hear you're not the girlfriend anymore. But if your heart wasn't in it, then you made the right decision. I ended a three month relationship with someone a few weeks ago, for the same reason. The twist though? I was all "IN" and he was not. So I had to cut him loose, for my well being. Anyway, I love your puppy already! I call all dogs puppies! lol But really is a cutie!!! He will keep you company and be so loyal to you!!! Glad to hear from you again, you were missed.

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  5. Oh, sorry to hear about the break up, but I root for you and the shenanigans, and the cute puppy too.

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  6. That puppy is THE CUTEST THING I HAVE EVER SEEN. Fuck boys. Puppies are all you need. What's her name?

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  7. AHHH!!! PUPPY!!!!! Name? Age? Breed? I'm nosy and need to know all these things. How excited is the Princess about this!?


    Side note.... girl, get your random butt on Bloglovin' so I can stalk you proper!

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