There is something painfully beautiful about knowing that someone misses you. And there is something painfully sad about knowing that someone does not.
When someone misses you, it implies that you held value to them. That you somehow, in some way, matter in their life. And you not being part of it, for any amount of time, is noticed. Your absence is felt. Your space is left vacant and held sacred, awaiting your return.
I want someone that will me miss me when I'm not there, not because of what they don't have when I'm gone, but because of what they want to have return to them.
I want to feel missed.
Something kind of like this song: "Ass Back Home" by Gym Class Heroes ft. Neon Hitch